I won't let you have it all

MattyO has had the most reasonable & appropriate response to this whole emotional mess I’ve gotten myself in: at least three high fives & a “niiiiiiice.”
I miss the brass boys in my life. All four of them. ❤️ Serious, life altering conversations with Nicolas, a few moments of levity & rounds of risk with Charlie, book talks & cigars with MattyB, & so much support & light hearted-ness from MattyO. I miss the days when we hung out on a regular sail basis. When I lived more at the brass haus than the 8-6-1. When people asked which one was “mine” & I could laugh & fondly respond with “all of them”
It’s been nice to get almost back to that again. Happy.
(Let it last.)

It’s a bit self destructive but I this is what I want today. Instead I get to work nine hours. Sweet.

It’s a bit self destructive but I this is what I want today. Instead I get to work nine hours. Sweet.

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Hurt
Johnny Cash / American IV: The Man Comes Around

Hurt | Johnny Cash | American IV: The Man Comes Around

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Today I am a mess.

Like overthinking & hurting & crying over stupid music. (For the record, the music definitely isn’t stupid. It’s tearin’ on my heart strings.)
I had legitimately forgotten I could get this high & this low…this quickly. More & more, I’m thinking it’s time to go back on. I just hate being right in the middle & numb to everything. But it sounds much more comfortable than this roller coaster right now.

bandgeeksknowit:

helladespair:

this is my favorite comment on a marching band video

i can’T BREATHE

bandgeeksknowit:

helladespair:

this is my favorite comment on a marching band video

i can’T BREATHE

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littleladykins:

andshesgoldblooded:

“this leaves men confused and unable to pigeonhole you. What they are forced to do instead is… take you seriously.”

I will never not reblog

Forever reblogging

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violinhickey:

nakedwithanovel:

Shout out to muscular men that are still kinda chubby

Y’all are slept on so much but idk why

That lumberjack build does things to me

I like knowing I can cuddle with you but you can still fuck someone up

this is me, I feel super appreciated rn

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